Namaste. There is intense Presence after every darshan of Sri Bhagavan. During the Deeksha in Moolamantra japa, there was so much silence, felt as if mind is stopped , and the whole world has stopped!! There is no judgements. Forgiveness is happening automatically for who ever has hurt me.
Whole body is so light. Two days back, I had been to market, i stopped a while in mid and there was complete silence , although there was lots of noise outside.The silence was not disturbed. At times i feel my brain is numb, stopped working. Even if i want to remember the past with effort, im not able to go back. There is immense love. Love towards my children is increased. I feel life is beautiful. My gratitudes and pranams to my Amma and Bhagavan.