Before becoming awakened, I have no idea about enlightenment. From the beginning of Dharma itself, I was sure in my Antaryamin that Amma Bhagwan are real GOD. and my prayers are constant. But recent days I was scared to travel far distant and I was praying God to give mukti at home itself. One early morning Navinji called me and told me “you are the first awakened person of Kodagu. By that time I didn’t feel anything and there was silence inside. I immensely thanked Amma Bhagwan for making me awakened. Quoting recent state, I am feeling very calm inside. Nothing bothers me. Anger and irritation arises but in a very short period it disappears and flows like water. and I have more awareness inside. Judgement won’t come much. If it comes it won’t stagnate. I am feeling more love and affection inside now. If somebody says painful words to me it doesn’t bother me.
Particularly if I pray deeply Amma Bhagavan, I am feeling some divine power is entering my body. If some devotees asks my deeksha ‘ I will take deeksha from Amma Bhagavans Srimurthy and paduka and will pray to them “I am your channel, please use me ” then I will give deeksha to others. By that time my heart give me more and more energy and pleasure. After receiving this state ‘ I am feeling each and every second Amma Bhagavan’s presence and grace. Even my heart insists me to pray more and more for it. I am feel myself very kind and caring to others now. I am very sure that all this happened only through the Grace of Sri Amma Bhagavan. Koti Koti pranams to Amma and Bhagwan.
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